Finding my way

I’m not nervous this time. I know what I’m in for. I just don’t know if it will be worse than last time. Listening to DeBussey; it’s always soothing.

This time I am much more prepared. I remembered my pre chemo meds. I have breakfast and dinner ready for tomorrow and 10 more dinners in the freezer. Plus most of a loaf of raisin bread, all sliced and ready to toast, 2 packages of sourdough pancakes, and a package of Swedish pancakes. A loaf of bread that took a ridiculously long time to proof is finally in the oven. My laundry is all caught up, except for some folding. I didn’t get the mopping or vacuuming done, or the plants watered. I will need small things to do. I have a few balls of yarn and my crochet hooks out. I hope I can be more productive this time, but I am not sure I’m up to vacuuming and mopping.

Thank you all so much for your prayers. They mean more to me than I can say as I head into another payment on uncertaintity.